It's MzMartiPants to you!

Well, I started out the day with Nancy's Funeral. My god...that woman was LOVED! This was a big funeral parlor.....I would guess there was 100 to 150 chairs in the room. Every seat was filled...plus people standing all around the room...at the back.....and out into the hall. I think its the first funeral that I have been to in a while that actually moved me to tears.(note to reader.....cinnamon..my best friend...says I would cry at a grand opening of a grocery store....but this hit me extremely hard.) I will truly miss Nancy. I cant even describe how great of a person she was...or how she affected every human she met. I can truly say im a better person for knowing her. I felt so bad for her daughter Brooke.....she was close with her mom. I know how Nancy touched me ...just with the occasional day that we worked together. Her daughter had a much deeper connection with Nancy...so I imagine that her sorrow feels like a endless pit. My thoughts are with Brooke tonight.

I came home and called brutalmix. She brightened my mood...she is a ray of light...even though I think she believes she's more of a shadow. So I am off to work ........im working 14 days straight.....jesus...what the fuck was I thinking? O ya....I need cash. lol.