It's MzMartiPants to you!

Damn! Has it been that long since of posted! Im going to try to post more often. Ive been writing alot, and am finding that gives me an outlet for my lifes frustrations. Right now im getting things set up to move back home. My apartment is a mess! Id show you a pic, but im too embarrassed! It's weird...I feel some life changing things are about to happen...but im not sure what that means! The ex situation is really in a funk...as witnessed in my latest piece...Ex, Lies, and Audiotape. I miss my kids every day. First ex, S. thinks I am a complete fake, and a loser asshole. She has posted on my messageboard, and actually Im glad about it. I hope that at some point in the future I can see all of my kids. Im not very hopeful, but what else do I have besides hope? Not much.